HurT

Take a kniFe and cuT me up..

iF u haTe me u won'T sTop make me FeeL The pain wiThin' as you're sLiTTing Through my skin..

Makes me weaker as i bLeed For your mercy make me pLead..

hear me screaming in the dark as u Leave your painFuL mark..

BLood is running down my Face as my beauTy u erase..

Trying To cuT Through every vein..

On your shirT your Leaving sTains..

i wish u knew i didn'T care iF u hurT me everywhere..

u can sLiT my skin aparT but u can'T cuT Through my broken HearT.. </3

ForgeT Him

ForgeT his name..

ForgeT his Face..

ForgeT his kiss..

His warm embrace..

ForgeT The Love ThaT u once knew..

Remember he has someone new..

ForgeT him when They pLayed your song..

Remember when you cried aLL nighT Long..

ForgeT how cLose you once were..

Remember he has chosen her..

ForgeT how you memorize his waLk..

ForgeT The way he used To TaLk..

ForgeT The Things he used To say..

Remember he has gone away..

ForgeT his Laugh.. ForgeT his grin..

ForgeT the dimpLes on his chin..

ForgeT The way he heLd you TighT..

Remember he's wiTh her TonighT..

ForgeT The Time ThaT wenT so FasT..

ForgeT The Love ThaT moved, it's PasT..

ForgeT he said he'd leave you never..

Remember he's gone Forever..

My HearTz was Broke

i wiLL never ForgeT The days we once had..

The days when u were everyThing To me..

my mind used To TeLL me '' we'd b TogeTher Forever ''

BuT now i reaLize That was aLL a big dream..

The FeeLings i have For u wiLL never go..

i wish i couLd Take back ThaT one regreTFuL day..

The day when i wiLLingLy LeT u sLide From my arms..

Never did i Think oF The asTonishing pain oF regreTs..

ThaT i wouLd once have To Live Through..

The sighT oF u in someone eLse's arms..

makes my hearT shaTTer inTo a miLLion pieces..

i someTimes wonder iF u sTiLL Think oF me..

or iF To u, i'm jusT a Face in The crowd..

i wish so very much ThaT one day we can have iT aLL back..

BuT For now, i'LL siT here siLenTLy..

remembering aLL The memories we once shared..

everyday my Love grow much sTronger ..

hoping ThaT one day u wiLL FeeL The same..

and puT back The pieces oF my Broken HearT.. </3

u said u couLdn'T sTand To see my HearT Broken..

so when u broke iT, did u cLose ur eyes ??

D'sTory

insTead i waTched him sLip away..

i waTched him fade inTo a memory, 'cause i knew that was best..

i knew my hearT couLdn'T Take iT anymore, and i knew i'd be aLL righT wiThouT him..

Tears TrickLed down my Face as he vanished inTo The disTance..

iT FeLd Like each sTep he Took was a memory Fading, a promise breaking, and a Love dying..

i was okay.. He wenT his way, and i wenT mine.. Though The memories were LeFT behind..

abouT a siLLy GirL and a FooLish boy in Love

My Quotes

i Loved him..

God how i Loved him..

iT wasn'T Love oF course..

even i can see now ThaT iT was inFaTuaTion..
BuT aT The Time, iT damn near kiLLed me..

iTs so passionaTe, so inTense..

so painFuL ThaT even years aFTerward, i sTiLL FeeL hurT when i hear his name..

I'm noT a perFecT girL..

My hair doesn'T aLways sTay in pLace & i spiLL  Things a LoT ..

i'm preTTy cLumsy & someTimes i have a broken hearT..

My Friends & i someTimes FighT & maybe some days noThing goes righT..

BuT when i Think abouT iT & Take a sTep back.. i remember how amazing LiFe TruLy is & ThaT maybe..

JusT maybe.. N i Like being unperFecT..

O Rainy Rainy November

HOOOLAAAAA .....
Still with me, Chriztine, still with my mission (MAKING PEOPLE WASTING THEIR 3 MINUTES USELESS BY READING MY UNIMPORTANT-SILLY NOTE ! ) Tadaaaaaaa !!! :)

Today is still raining outside. Dear Guns n Roses, congratulations. Your "November Rain" is finally come true -_-  Sincerely, me, a girl with nothing to do in her crowded room. Blah.

So, I visit my neighbour and awwww she's doing a paper craft for her midtest. It's something that she designed for her bazaar party. Uhhmm, well there was a bazaar at her college last week so she had to designed a brosur. The theme was BEACH PARTY. Yeaayy. You have to see their brosur, they're so talented on it.
Lucky You, I've grab a copy and here they are ...

See that ?
She designed it two days in-a-row, panda-eyes and cups of coffee, weew

I love their theme, beach party with their blue concept and flowers everywhere. Looks like they tried to grab Hawaiian atmospher, hmmmm....
I'm in love with their menu lists too.. So epic !
I mean, it makes you wondering .. What is this Bikini Bread ? Was it look like Bikini? Or was it made from a FRESH bikini ? :p
And these Hula-Hula Fruits,  Did these Fruits make you dancing Hula-Hula after eating it? Haha
You can ask her what it tasted like  :)

Well I thinks it's already 3 minutes. Thankyou for wasting yor time with me.
XOXO, Chriztine

Something i would love to hate..

Hoolaa people, it's me, Christine, on your screen :)

Ummm, I'm a newbie on this blog-world so please forgive me if it's a lil bit crowded here..brrr

Well, like what i've said before, this is my first time writing blog.. I used to write my crush's name on my notes with a red pen *blushing* ..

Well, he is kind of someone that I'd like to spent my lifetime with .. hihihihi

Who is he ? Hush it's still a secret now :D

By the way i would like to tell you some things I'd like to hate  :

1. Sour food
2. Salty food
3. The sound of chalk on the board
4. The sound and feeling of nails on the wall
5. Waking up early
6. Waiting my laptop till it load when I start it
7. Pets , including birds , except for turtles and fish
8. Babies drinking from my cup
9. People talking in a loud voice
10. People smoking in a no smoking areas , and puffing their toxins near me
11. People rushing in the elevator without giving you a chance to get out
12. Anyone touching my nose
13. Women driving while talking on the cell
14. Waiting
15. Coffee
16. Tea
17. Having nothing to do
18. Being misunderstood , when I am talking EXTREMES to make a point !!!!
19. Bad smell
20. Loosing in a game
21. Dealing with illogical people
22. People putting celebrity pictures in their profiles
23. Being late - like always
24. Starting with something without finishing it
25. Me delaying things
26. Being offended for a silly reason
27. TV shows that ends mysteriously , to be continued , or sadly - its better that the star be dreaming at that time !
28. A barber telling you " I know , I know " while u r telling him how do you want your hair to look , and at the end it looks CRAP !
29. When I need to do the dishes
30. Gum sticking to your hand when putting it under a chair or a table
31. Riddles
32. Playing Cards
33. People that hate me
34. People showing you other than what they keep deep inside
35. Betrayal
36. People not committed to their words
37. When the computer freeze or shut down and I didn't save my work
38. No more papers while printing " it always happens to me "
39. Slow Internet connection
40. Uncomfortable chairs
41. Loosing pen caps
42. The smell of your hands after certain foods - though washing them million of times .
43. Meeting SPECIAL people while going out undressed well , unshaved ........
44. People seeing you without saying hi
45. Being unable to sneeze
46. Eating yesterday's food
47. People driving with load music , thinking they are cool
48. being unable to understand a movie from the beginning
49. Not getting what you ordered at a restaurant
50. Dead batteries

Well, I think it's enough for the first, phieeeww

Thankyou for wasting your 3minutes by reading this unimportant-silly-crowded note :D

XOXO - Chriztine :)